Start (even earlier)

Recently I was mailing with a girl who is also active in the lifestyle.
She was telling me how she, as a very young girl, realised that she was submissive. And how she could feel, just by the way a man looks at her, if he is a dominant.

It set my mind at work and I remembered that one of my first girl friends, C told me that I could look at her in a way that she felt naked, wanted. And she said that my eyes, the way I looked, could deeply shake her.
It was a strong bond C and I had, but she decided to move on and found love in the arms of a very alfa-male type of guy.

I know now that I could have been that guy if I had only known myself as I do now.

Time is a good and sometimes bitter teacher.